To be honest I don't really miss home that much.
Before I left, my dad said I should buy a return ticket advance because it might be difficult to purchase during the pandemic. At the time, I didn't think it was urgent, but now I couldn't afford a ticket even if I sold myself.
What I'm anxious about is that I don't have enough money to support me here any more, nor can I come up with that much money to go home at once.
Actually, all I miss the most is my cat, not so much my parents, who have remained the same since I left.
So I don't miss anyone in particula.
All I want to do now is to scrape up enough money for a flight back. Although I will struggle with my dissertation in China and I really don't want to face it, it's better than being stuck here all the time and wondering how to solve the financial problems.
其实说实话我并没有那么想念家里。
我离开之前老爸说要不买个双程票吧，因为疫情期间可能比较难买回程的票，当时我觉得先买单程吧以后的事情以后再说，但是现在我卖身可能都没那么多钱买一张天价的机票回去。
我焦虑的是我没太多的钱能支撑我继续留在这边，突然之间又可能凑不到那么多钱回家。
其实我最想念的是我家的猫，父母倒是没太挂念，他们从我离开至今还是老样子。
所以我也没有特别想念谁，我现在想的就是可能的话就凑够钱买张机票回去一了百了，但是最烦的是在国内等我的毕业论文，我真的不想写，不过总比一直困在这边不知道怎么办还不知道资金怎么解决来的好。
