Generally I don't talk about this topic lightly because I am very homesick, precisely, I miss my family very much. Looking back on the past 8 years, I have travelled to Hefei, Shanghai, Hangzhou and the UK for university, internship and work, during which time I have been away from my family a lot.
Once I thought I was a non-family person, but in the past two years I have really found out that I was wrong. When I saw some touching scenes in dramas and movies, I really couldn't help my nose from sinking and my eyes from tearing up. In fact, it is only when I am alone that I dare to let the tears spill out.
To be rational, I won't be going back right away. Although the pandemic has affected my internship, I haven't learned as much as I wanted to, so going back now would be a halfway house, therefore I can only suppress this feeling of homesickness temporarily.
这个话题我一般不轻易谈起，因为我非常的想家，准确的说，我是非常想念家里的亲人。
回顾过去的8年，我从读大学、实习、工作先后去了多少城市？合肥、上海、杭州、英国，在这个期间跟家人是聚少离多……
有时候我觉得我是一个不恋家的人，但是这两年我才真正的发现我错了。因为有时候看到一些电视剧，电影比较感人的场面的时候，真的是忍不住鼻子一酸，眼泪就已经开始在打转了，我也就一个人的时候才会让眼泪自由的喷涌。
回国我觉得理性的我来说，不会立马回去。虽然因为疫情影响了我的实习，但目前来看我还没有学到我想要的知识，所以现在回去位于半途而废。
所以对于想家的这种情感，我只能暂时的压抑。
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